On the other hand

Sat, Jun. 19th, 2010 08:24 am
scarlettina: (Science Geek)
You asked for it. You got it: pictures of the hand.

And now you can all say you know me from the inside out... )

And yes, I'll probably make an icon, though I don't know how many more more hand posts there will actually be. We shall see.
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So Tuesday I went and saw a hand specialist. My experience at U.S. HealthWorks was so disheartening and, frankly, scary (in that any doctor could behave the way she did) that I took the referral to the specialist to heart and went to talk to someone who actually understood something about hands and nerves and the provocation and transmission of pain and all that other stuff. And here's what I learned.

The broken bone is healing well. I'm in the splint until a few days before my birthday (in other words, the beginning of July). I don't have to sleep with the splint (which we already knew), but I'm to tape together my ring and middle fingers when I sleep to protect the ring finger from bending in some way that might impact the metacarpal bone.

When I'm in the shower or after applying heat to the hand, I can flex it and practice making a mild fist. Beginning of July I need to get a squeezy ball to start building strength. It looks like I'm going to have to work my way slowly toward playing guitar again--which I suspect will ultimately be an excellent exercise and strength-building tool.

Some of the pain I've been experiencing is a result of not using the hand and of maintaining the position imposed by the splint. Some of the pain, of course, is because there's a broken bone in there and I'm pushing myself more than I should. The shooting pains in my first three fingers are my hand's way of saying, "Get me out of this thing!" At least's it's a healthy response, even if sometimes it hurts enough to provoke tears. I hate taking pain meds but will do so if that will help.

So that's the scoop. [livejournal.com profile] davidlevine encouraged me in my idea of scanning the x-ray of the hand so people could see my broken bone. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow. It might be squicky for some people, but I think it would be cool to have the picture, since I'm supposed to return the x-ray to the clinic sometime in the next week or so. Hm. Pix? Anyone wanna see pix?
scarlettina: (Are we there yet?)
I'm at 1,013 words on the new story. It was supposed to be done for tomorrow night's final workshop. It won't be--no champagne pour moi unless I come up with another 4,000 words tomorrow morning. Most of what's on the page was written bearing in mind Kristine Kathryn Rusch's motto, "Dare to be bad." After all, you can't edit if you don't have raw material first. And raw is all about being raw. I suspect I'm walking into the story, but if that's what it takes, then that's what it takes. I'm much further along than the 250 words I had the other night, so that's something anyway. And I know where I'm going. And I know who the incidental characters are. I suspect I don't know my protagonist quite as well as I ought to. She may be too autobiographical. I don't care. I'm going to push along.

I'm not feeling well. Too much diet soda, I suspect, and not enough exercise but, also, my hand hurts. It was exceptionally bad this morning, only a little better tonight. I've got tenderness in four of my five fingers and they all look a little swollen to me--but it might just be that I'm tired.

Day job launches into a full 40 hours this week, possibly more. I could have done some extra hours this weekend, but I had personal commitments. I've been pushing back on personal commitments for weeks now due to freelance work; this weekend, the personal commitments pushed back and I let them. I wanted to celebrate [livejournal.com profile] mimerki's 12th birthday and [livejournal.com profile] oldmangrumpus's graduation. I wanted to attend the Vanguard party with [livejournal.com profile] jackwilliambell. It's entirely possible I overdid it, resulting in the hand pain this morning and my spending a relatively low-key day today.

In other news, my cousin E has sold her townhouse and moved into a rental apartment until the unit she's purchased in a retirement community is ready for her. She lives in the same area that [livejournal.com profile] kijjohnson will be moving to. This gives me two reasons to strongly consider a visit to the southeast. The coup de grace is that I've just learned that there's a conservation center not far from where they'll both be living. It looks like I may plan a trip to the region either late this year or early next. We'll see. Other things are in the offing in the meanwhile, which I shan't discuss just now.

The new season of True Blood has started and I no longer have HBO. ::is sad:: I shall have to try to find it online.

I'm dead tired. I think it's time for bed.

Talk to the Hand

Wed, Jun. 9th, 2010 10:02 pm
scarlettina: (Good God)
Went back to the doctor today to talk to about the hand. [livejournal.com profile] jackwilliambell came with, bless him.

So first, the news is that it will be healing for quite some time yet. The bone has definitely started to knit (based on a new x-ray), but it's nowhere near done and I'll continue to wear the splint during the day for at least another month, though the doctor wasn't in the least specific. She said "a long time." Not the news I wanted, nor what I expected based on what she said the first time I saw her.

Second, I've had real discomfort in all my fingers, but particular in the first three lately (the break is on the fourth metacarpal). Now, based on what I've learned about nerves in the hand from my experience with RSI, I know that the nerves for the first three fingers and the last two are different sets, so the fact that I'm having pain in those three fingers--where there was no break--is a little odd to me. When I tried to get some answers from the doctor about that--and, well, a lot else--she just seemed to retreat. It seemed as though if I didn't have precise, specific questions, she just couldn't or wouldn't answer and actually seemed a little intimidated. I've never had a doctor respond that way. It was at that point that I asked for a referral to a specialist. I wasn't getting answers that made sense, she indicated there were tests that might help figure out if there was neural damage but either couldn't or wouldn't perform them, and she was so tentative after a while that I got a little scared (I want to type, I want to play my guitar again) and a little impatient.

I came home from the appointment with my x-rays and a referral. I talked with my therapist about the encounter this evening, and she said my response was completely valid, that the doctor's behavior was unacceptable. So tomorrow I make a call to the referral doctor's office and see what's what. I admit that my confidence has been tainted, though, and I wonder if I'm going to find myself with another doctor who seeks to be lead by the patient rather than the other way around.
scarlettina: (Happy Sun)
Photography: I've signed contracts for short stories and articles in the past, but yesterday was the first time I've ever signed a contract for a photo--for National Geographic! One of their designers apparently sniffs around on Flickr for source material. They found one of my Africa photos--no, none of the pretty wildlife pictures but, rather, the shot of the interior of my tent. They're going to use it for one of their educational programs. It's not glamorous and it's not sexy, but it's a sale to a venue I love and admire. It feels like coming full circle after spending time, as a kid, with my hobbyist photographer father reading NatGeo on the living room couch. I'll take it!

The hand: The hand heals apace. It appears to be stuck in a mild, semi-permanent Vulcan salute, with the pinkie and ring finger slightly separated from the middle and pointer fingers. I'm working to remedy this situation whenever the hand isn't in the splint. I should be getting to the doctor in a few days to get another x-ray to see how it's healing. I miss being two-handed: I hate the discomfort I feel when I drive, I hate the waste of using paper plates and plastic cups because I can't wash dishes, I actually miss housecleaning. And so I double-dose on the calcium and hope for health.

Book, publishing, and gaming: One of my recent freelance projects was editing The KOBOLD Guide to Game Design, Vol III: Tools & Techniques for Open Design and Kobold Quarterly. The book is on sale as a PDF now, and will be available in hard copy in a couple of weeks. If you have any interest in roleplaying games or designing same, you ought to check out this book as well as its predecessors (volume 1, volume 2). It includes essays by some of the major names in game design (including our own [livejournal.com profile] the_monkey_king whose work features prominently in the book, as well as folks like Ed Greenwood and Monte Cook), and nuts-and-bolts advice about game design. Pretty spiffy, if I do say so myself.

Foolscap's Twitter presence: Some of you may know that I'm on the con committee for Foolscap, a local convention that takes place every September. There's been a lot going on behind the scenes. I've been one of a group posting to our Twitter streams (@flatstuff, the fun one, and @foolscapcon, the informative one). There's been some great stuff on @flatstuff lately, including announcements of local genre readings, interesting articles from a wide selection of sources, live tweeting from other conventions and so on. Give it a look-see.

ETA: Zoo penny smashing: I've just heard that Point Defiance Zoo and Aquarium in Tacoma has three new penny machines. It's time for a day trip. Anybody wanna go to the zoo in the next couple of weeks?

This just in...

Wed, May. 26th, 2010 08:17 pm
scarlettina: (Are we there yet?)
My hand hurts. It must be healing.

Ow.

We now return you to your regularly scheduled Live Journal.
scarlettina: (Science Geek)
Bless me, LJ, for I have neglected thee. It's been three or maybe four days since last I posted. I am refining typing with one hand and a thumb to, if not a fine art, then at least to a fairly utilitarian skill. Beats the hell out of typing one-handed.

What have I been doing with my time? Well, let's see.

Science!: On Wednesday evening I had an entertaining and tasty dinner with [livejournal.com profile] irrationalrobot, [livejournal.com profile] wordknitter, miniBot, and Gnat. Afterwards, [livejournal.com profile] irrationalrobot, [livejournal.com profile] oldmangrumpus and I headed to the Theodor Jacobsen Observatory at the University of Washington to peer through its 118-year-old steampunk dream of a telescope and listen to a lecture about the Apollo space program. Sadly I have no photographs of the telescope (darn! Guess I'll just have to go back!). The thing is beautiful--large and slim and tapered, perfectly counterbalanced--with its clockwork counterweight system for tracking stars. I got to wind up the mechanism, which runs for 90 minutes at a time, and to view Saturn through its restored objective. What a wonderful experience! I'll have to plan a field trip back with folks when I'm at full operating capacity again to share.

Movie: [livejournal.com profile] jackwilliambell not only cooked me a wonderful steak dinner on Friday evening (with a mushroom, shallot, and pepper marinade to die for), but took me and his grandson R to see "How to Train Your Dragon" yesterday morning. The film was completely charming, extremely well-written, and featured some of the best character animation I've seen in a while. The story is your basic hero's journey, but it's done with both humor and compassion for its characters, and I was far more impressed with it than I expected to be. Lots of fun and really pretty fine storytelling.

Afterwards, we trolled through Daiso, where I purchased a little disply case that, upon returning home, I discovered to my dismay had a giant crack in it. We also made a stop at Costco, where I picked enough cat food, calcium, and light bulbs to last until Apocalypse.

In news of living single-handedly, I report that some paper plates can resist the onslaught of almost any food placed upon them. Plastic flatware isn't always as strong as one would hope. There are some things for which only ceramic dishware will do. Laundry is relatively easy to do one-handed; clipping cat claws is really, really not. Surprisingly, squeezing toothpaste from a tube is a pain in the butt with only one hand; tooth brushing is easy. And Spanky? Still too heavy to lift with one arm.

And now it's Sunday. I plan to do more freelance, shower, catch up on "Chuck" and "Doctor Who" and try to relax a bit.

In other news, [livejournal.com profile] irrationalrobot dreams of me in a funny and sadly accurate way. You'll be amused, really.
scarlettina: (Live and learn)
My hand has been in a brace for about half a week now. I've come to think of the padded, molded plastic brace wrapped with an Ace-style bandage as looking a little like a burkah for the hand.

The brace keeps the palm and wrist immobile, and my fingers curled into a sort of hook, a sort of useless hook. I'm allowed to take it off to sleep, but mostly, it stays there, strapped to me, making me feel as though I have a club at the end of my left arm. These are the things I have learned so far living life one-handed.

Dishes are heavy and washing them requires more dexterity than I would have thought. I will not be using my stoneware until the hand is healed again. It's paper plates and plastic utensils for me for the next month.

I can type fairly well with one hand. I can type faster with one hand and a thumb.

Jeans are hard to hoist on with only one hand. Actually, most clothes are.

I can still lift Sophie with one arm. Spanky, not so much. (This comes, I suspect, as a surprise to no one.)

My car windows are not automatic. If I want to open the driver's side window, I have to do it before I hit the road, and I'm stuck with an open window rain or shine until I reach my destination.

I dislike driving one-handed. Quite a bit. Sadly there's a point beyond which I don't have a choice. Watch for me seeking carpool opportunities whenever I can find them.

I can't order more than one item at Starbuck's (or any coffee/tea place). Only one hand to carry it with.

Reading is challenging, too. Being unable to switch hands makes for a tired right hand after a while.

And so on. I'm in this thing until, earliest, June 5. Impatience will probably set in around this Monday morning. No, no, I lie. It's already here.

::deep breath::

I can't change the situation; I must, therefore, change my attitude. Someone get me some chocolate--STAT!

Uncle!

Tue, May. 11th, 2010 06:53 pm
scarlettina: (All my own stunts)
I give in. I'm going to see a doctor about the hand tomorrow. It hurts a little too much and it's still swollen. Spoke to the Nurse's Call Line at Swedish and they made a referral. I'll figure out the money later.
scarlettina: (LOL!)
Unbandaged, my left hand tells a peculiar story. It is swollen. On the knuckle side, it's discolored, as though I've been in a prize fight. On the palm side? It looks as though I'm about to bloom with stigmata--yeah. Me and Padre Pio. ::sigh:: I'm typing with my right hand and my left pointer finger. It's...interesting.

Via [livejournal.com profile] e_bourne I offer you the latest in the hummus wars: Lebanon takes the title for largest dish of hummus ever. For me, however, the money shot is really the last paragraph of the article. Says Shooki Galili, a blogger whose blog is titled "Give Chickpeas a Chance":

"If you enter any good hummus restaurant in this region, you will see Jews and Muslims, Palestinians and Israelis sitting at the same table, eating the same food. I think in the end this rivalry will show that we in the Middle East have far more in common than the things that divide us."

Hummus could yet save us all. I always suspected as much.

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